So I have delayed posting anything on here because of the news I received after the TEE. The dr., who in my opinion thought nothing was wrong with me since I first met him, said a couple of bubbles made it across, HOWEVER he could not see a hole. So, he is sending me for a CT scan.... but get this... it's a Pulminary CT scan, which I don't understand... why isn't it of my heart??? How can everyone one I know with these symptoms have the hole and this guy tell me he can't find one. What makes it worse... is why don't they want to give me answers. He rushed out of the room so fast and when I called his office I had to wait for a call back, which still gave me no answers!!!
I am very upset and have been crying all morning. None of these people understand what I am going through and just how desperate I am to get an answer. Why is he pushing me off to someone else. He told me since day 1 that he thought it was a lung problem.... and that is where he is pushing me off to. Well I am getting a second opinion. I will sort that out tomorrow though. I feel almost worse off then I was before the procedure... I guess because I was riding on that hope and now lost it. I feel like I should have my foot in my mouth. That I came this far for nothing. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????
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